My first time with an attached guy - 2009-07-19
Hello, my name is Marta. I have been seeing a guy here in Toronto since start of year, about five months now. It is not a steady relationship, he is attached and I am single, so technically he is having an affair but we have grown really close in some ways and it feels like a real relationship to me. I have never been involved with an attached guy before. I get to see him once or twice per week, usually when he is at at work, he works a night shift job and has the building to himself after 11 pm so I can see him there on weekends usually if his shifts allow.
He is a bit older than me, so to a certain extent, I have been learning from him. I am 24 years old but have so far mostly been in relationships, so I am experienced with men, but only with three boyfriends. This year is the first time that I am not in a relationship so I have been kind of trying to find myself. I have always been excited, (mostly in my head), by the submissive role in bed. I am not into sub/dom type stuff, I just mean I like the guy to be more or less in charge, I find that suits me. Because I have mostly been with boyfriends who were great guys, this sort of stuff did not get explored very much except once in a blue moon if they had been drinking or whatever and were a bit more agressive than usual. I sort of think that boyfriends do not really push my limits too much, which is fine, I miss 'love making', which is sort of what sex with a boyfriend is all about, but on the other hand because I have not really ever been single I have had limited opportunities to try anything else, I mean to have more 'physical type' encounters where it doesn't feel like love-making, feels more like passion or more raw or whatever.
This year, seeing this older attached guy has started to expose me somewhat to a whole new world. He is affectionate, but it definitely has a different feel to it compared to being with a boyfriend. He has been gradually introducing me to more physical stuff. Initially, when our friendship became physical, it was still not full out sex, because of circumstances, we did not have a typical sort of way of dating, and technically have only hooked up twice outside of his workplace, so there were initially limited opportunities to do much. In a way that was good, because I was not 100% sure that I wanted to rush into anything with an attached guy. Our very first physical encounter was just a blow job, which was more than I had planned on getting involved in that night but certainly much less than might have happened as I had stopped at his work after being at a bar, so I was relieved the next day that he did not take too much advantage that first time, as I would have felt pretty sh*tty the next day if it had been a bad experience. So, as it ended up, our first time was mostly just kissing and he exposed me a bit just on the top but it didn't turn into full sex, he convinced me to give him a blowjob but he didn't take it beyond that the very first time as he said I was a bit drunk and he did not want to take advantage of me.
The next few weeks after that we did not have much opportunity to see each other. He was very up front that he was attached and not trying to lead me on in any way. We mostly just got to know each other over the phone or on instant messenger when he was at work, which we spent quite a few hours on getting to know one another better. When his next weekend rotation came around we talked on messenger for quite a few hours. I had not planned to visit him at work as he was concerned that weekend that he would not have the building to himself and he did not want to risk getting in trouble at work. So we talked on messenger till almost 3 a.m. and it was like one of the best chats I've ever had with a guy for that many hours. By 3 a.m. I was pretty tipsie as I was drinking wine all night, so I eventually told him I better go to bed. But he suprised me by asking if I could come see him just to say a quick goodnight. By then it was pretty late so I was not too keen even though I wanted to see him for a quick hello, I knew I was having lunch with my mom the next day and it was so frigging late already. It sounded like I would not get to see him for a while though if I didn't go that night so he eventually talked me into it. His work is not a long walk from where I live but I was a bit spooked about walking alone so late at night and he was a bit concerned also as I had been drinking so I took a cab and he met me outside his building.
He seemed really happy to see me and he was really sweet asking if I had a safe trip. He showed me around his work a bit for 5 or 10 minutes and held my hand. He asked if I could hang out with him for a bit, he wanted to go up on the roof and have a cigarette and talk for a bit. I knew I couldn't stay too long as it was so late, but it really felt nice seeing him in person instead of talking on stupid messenger.
When we got to the roof he admitted that he actually wanted to smoke a doob rather than a cigarette, which I was fine with but I didn't want any cuz I knew I had to get up in the morning. Eventually I took one toke as I thought one would not be a big deal but it really hit me hard. I don't usually smoke marijuana because it usually makes me giddy and act stupid, lol. Anyways, it kinda screwed me up more than I wanted, I smoked another full one and within 15 minutes I was high as a kite. He asked me if I wanted him to call me a cab but I was too buzzed so I decided to stay for a bit till I could chill out a bit which he was ok with.
We had already agreed nothing was supposed to happen that night but I think he misunderstood somewhat when I asked if I could stay for a bit. He started kissing me, which I was ok with, but he was going so fast I was kind of caught off guard. He said he didn't get to see my body properly the first time when I sucked him. I had a summer dress on. The top of it buttons in front and he undid me really fast, I didn't wear a bra because I wanted to look sexy for him but it kinda backfired on me because he had my bare boobs out so fast. I was excited but it felt way too open up on the roof. I'm no good at making logical arguments when I'm stoned, I sorta wanted to slow down and maybe just kiss a bit as this was only our 2nd 'date' if you could call it that. But he was already pinching my nipples and stuff and he looked so excited, I relented and offered to suck him again but only if we could go back inside the building.
He took me back inside and took me to a washroom on the 3rd floor that had a lock on it so no one could come in once we locked it from the inside. He was way too excited, as soon as we were inside he was all over me. I wanted to just suck him off, I know I am good at that when I'm stoned. But he said he wanted to see a bit more than he did the first time. He backed me up against a sink and took my dress right down and put it around my ankles. He was touching and kissing me all over and putting his fingers in my mouth. I felt really overwhelmed by how fast everything was going. He wanted me to show him everything and it felt really weird because he still had all his clothes on, but I was pretty out of it, I pushed my panties down and let them fall around my ankles. It felt really kinky, like he was inspecting me, I could see myself full naked in the mirror on the opposite wall. At first he was rubbing my clit and then fingering me, but then he told me to do it so he could watch. When I started doing it for him, he put his own fingers in my mouth and told me to suck them while I played with myself. He asked me if I felt slutty acting like this and I admitted that I did. He seemed really turned on by that. I felt confused, part of me wanted to stop and part of me wanted to keeping going.
Anyways, long story short, after a few minutes he took his cock out and I finally got to suck him. He took a long time to get off and he was complimenting me the whole time, saying I was really good at it. He said he was staring at my bare butt in the mirror while I blew him, he said the view was turning him on even more. I was pretty excited too and I wanted him to cum in my mouth but he pulled out and came on my chest, which was ok too. It was really late by then so he put me in a cab to go home after that. I felt really conflicted about everything for quite a few days after that, part of me felt ashamed but whenever we were on messenger that week he seemed so into me but it was hard to understand because he was calling me a cock slut and other bad things but he said it was a compliment. It seemed like he meant it to be affectionate but I felt weird about the way the relationship was going, part of me was excited and part of me was thinking he only thought of me badly. I wanted to ask some of my friends for feedback but was too ashamed to tell them so I just kept thinking and thinking about it.
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